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Nakata In UWlast yr in uw~~
missin someone is just like the pain in the ass.... owen just went back to china today.. eventually...sigh... honestly, i'm so exhausted since we've been playin crazy for the whole last week.. been drinkin,gambling,playing soccer/bball... technically, we've done what owen wished to do... hopefully,he's satisfied.... and i could finally how he felt when i was in china bcoz i did the same shit to him----drinkin to death.....
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when i checked out the calendar, i just realized that today is oct 14th already... and oct 15th seems to be a remarkable day to me... just cant get rid of what happened on that day 3yrs ago although it's been for 3 yrs already... dont know what to say abt it rite now..maybe i've been talkin abt that so much that nth worths mentioning @ this moment... moreover, i dont even know why i bring this up and write it down today... what for? hell knows... i'm crazy sometimes....i could be naughty occasionally... but i would be serious to u all the time...unfortunately, time never go backward. what happened in the past would stay in the past....eternally!!! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- p.s: let's see if i would write the same shit @ the same time next yr.. i hope not!! let me be therewhat a song~!!!just sit tight and listen to this song by your heart~~!! haha YouTube - olivia--let me be there i'm not alone!!!! You were everything, everything that I wanted
YouTube - Michael Jackson You Are Not Alone HD Memorial i love you unluckily, love could never be as easy as this song try to represent............. YouTube - [MTV] 王若琳 Joanna Wang - I Love You（陶喆「愛很簡單」英文版） lalalalala am i just meant to be tortured all these days!!! sob!!!! just saw a movie just went back from yorkdale mall~ so tired!!!!! I almost fell asleep when i was on my back home~~ thanks to my roommate's bf, u woke me up so fucking early this morning~~ I saw a movie named<the ghosts of grilfriends past> with nicole tonite.... I love this movie and I wish I could have the same opportunity as Connor Mead does--- went back to the past and fix some mistake we made.... I know that's kinda impossible since sth just does not have the second shot availabe~ ~~ rly like one of the dialogue of this movie, saying that "some pains can be recovered as the time passes, but the person who caused the pain to someone suffers the pain most because he might spend his whole life regreting about what he did".... tmr is shadow's bday, long story short, just wanna say happy birthday to her in advance here!!! 矛盾 假如要我用一个字去形容现在的生活那就是------等. 无论是什么,我都得"等", 感情,工作,学业,什么都得等. 等代表什么? 等代表一些人,一些事情,主动权不在自己的手上.. 最近几次父亲来电,很巧我都在喝酒,不禁在想,我去喝酒的频率是不是太高了? 蒙蒙胧胧只记得父亲让我在"等"的同时多看书,充实自己,唉~~ 我不想等,假如我有的选择的话!!! 可惜我 没有.. 朋友们祝福我吧!! 汝非鱼, 安知鱼之苦? 我只能继续伪装下去了. hey 我真的好想你做着co的题，“听”着国光帮帮忙，心里却突然想到这首歌，我也不知道为什么，就如我不知道为什么可以一个几乎同样的梦可以连续做6个晚上。 白天不想去思考的问题，周公却硬要让我晚上去面对！！ Oh god！！ 听歌吧，歌词写得蛮好的！！ －－－hey～～～我真的好想你～～ Quote Talking about YouTube - 如果没有你/莫文蔚 untitled----what I've done in the past is history Talking about YouTube - 游鴻明--戀上另一個人(MV珍藏版) DRUNK Drunk ass~~that's what vicky wu called me ~~ i hate drinking`~~ i hate doing stupid things due to being drunk~!! However, even if I am drunk, i clearly know who I love! i know which girl I really love! if ya r my close friend, ya should've known the answer! if u dont, let me tell u!! ----------the answer is`~~~~~~ ya must know that fool's day 今天是APRIL FOOL'S DAY，为什么会有这个节日，至今我也没去考究～～因为 我每天都在过着fool一样的生活！fool着去想着一个她，fool着去做一些只有fool才会做的fool stuff～！！ 今天的你，fool了没？ 希望明天的我，别fool了！希望明年的今天，你能和我一起fool～假如你能让我fool，我愿意fool一辈子 3月份 最近很久没有更新我这个冗长的blog，不是因为忙没时间，而是由于太悠闲然每件事变得如出一辙而不愿意去记录。 人长大了，必定会想通一些事情，特别是对待失败这件事。 小的时候，总因为好胜，在失败面前，总是不知道如何let go，总结经验。现在，不能说成熟了，充其量说老了吧，感觉面对失败并非一件很羞耻的事情。 就拿我们今年 intramural indoor soccer 的playoff来说，我们输了，而且是在上半场就输了（尽管我们下半时追了4球，但还是4：5输了）。赛后，我没有想太多，虽然这可能是最后一次indoor soccer league，但我也没更多的抱怨或不开心，只是很累，心很累，不过还是接受了失败。 同样是失败， 想想自己在面对感情上失败的时候，却没有了足球场上的洒脱，而是体现得那么的幼稚和可笑，导致现在的后果。 也没年轻过啊？ 只是年轻时发得错，后果很严重罢了。 又过了一个term，但不想毕业。看看现在外面的就业环境，苦不堪言。 倒是之前在51job上随便发了几个resume的公司，频频发email给我和打电话给我妈，搞笑嘛～！！！ 最近在和刘浏同学搞点北美代购的business，在网上还开了个store，网址是：http://efs.mall.yorkbbs.ca/ 有兴趣的同学朋友可以去看看支持一下人气都好～～～！！！！ 做了一两个星期，从进货－－做marketing－－接受客户订单－－送货 都是亲力亲为，只有一个感觉： 卖点东西赚点钱真的不容易。 平时看别人做的卖东西的网址，好像很简单，但自己真的要做起来并非如此，光是广告词和设计版面就很费时费力，不过我们会努力的，慢慢来吧！！ 年轻人创业，以后去找工作resume都有东西可以写嘛！ 对了，老子我又搬家了，新室友是两个女生，很nice～ 房间好干净，有种不敢去破坏的感觉～～我的”房间“有一面玻璃墙，晚上的view超好～~其实和陌生人一起合租，挺好的～～～ I wish we could get alone well 今天看了一篇文章，上面有一句话很有意思，至少对我而言蛮有意思。 ----- "一项实验证明，一只老鼠对着一块自己很喜欢却又吃不到的cheese，不用两天，老鼠就不会发疯。" 看完，我在想，现在的自己是否如一只老鼠一样，早已经疯了。。。。唯一不同的只是 I'm not driven crazy by the god damn crazy but sth/sb else~~ 胡言乱语 爱情是什么啊？ －爱情是 曾经爱过 却互相嫌弃 －爱情是 朝夕相见，却视如陌路 爱情是自讨苦吃～！！！ 生日 18号是我的生日，本来是打算20号才庆祝的，但由于一些缘故最后在起床时最后决定在生日当天过了～ 晚上去了toronto吃饭，３架车，１２个人，都很给面子～当天晚上我没什么胃口，可能是睡不够的原因吧。迷迷糊糊地到了tor,朋友推荐去了一间广东店，吃海鲜。说实话，我没怎么吃，没有一个菜是我自己点的，因为朋友先到已经帮我点好了～ 吃完买完单回 waterloo喝酒，all u can drink~~so cheap~叫了20几个人，其中有几个人是专门从toronto过来帮我过生日的，在这里谢谢了～～ Thx for everything~ 生日当晚没拍照片，我也没喝多少酒，但却十分的醉，第二天ｈａｎｇｏｖｅｒ了一个下午～～晚上还吃Hotpot,还好没再喝酒～～ Bill surprised me tonite since he bought me a bday cake ~~cake上面还写着“最佳损友”４个字，真是让我哭笑不得～～ but anyway~ i'm so happy to get that "gift"~ thx man~~ 今年生日心情特别平静，一点都不兴奋，甚至有点感觉过的不是自己的生日。只是我们都用生日这个冠冕堂皇的借口出来吃餐好的，喝够足的罢了～～其实生日也不就那样嘛？？ 吹蜡烛的时候忘记许愿，直到stella问我今年许了什么愿我才意识到这个是我的生日，吹蜡烛的时候应该许个愿～～ 其实我这几年的愿望都一样，只是实现的可能性不高罢了～～我已经face the reality 了，只是客观上还有实现的可能罢了～～anyway, 希望明年大家还能一起过生日。 人长大了，才学会珍惜自己现在拥有的一切，同时也为当初轻易放弃拥有的东西而感到懊悔～～ 很多事情，可能当初只是走错了一步，现在不管如何补救都无济于事。。。人的一辈子，可能就差那么一步，ur whole life is totally different~~~~ 不b.s了，生日应该快乐，特别是自己的生日～ 原諒我what a good song~~ love song always can represent some ppl's feeling about their attitude to love~ Quote Talking about YouTube - 蕭敬騰-原諒我 (MV完整版-香港首播版) boring life is just like a deck of poker.... we can't choose what cards we have on hand, but we can definitely choose our own way to play them~ someone may lose,others may win, although we are holding the same cards on hands. Life can never be that easy as before to me. I'm feeling more pressure these days. Got no one to talk, got no where to relieve。。。。 well, i guess i'm bull shitting too much now just like the old times... 不是在放荡中变坏，就是在寂寞中变态。。。。。。。。 I dont wanna experience both @ the same time.......e back~ i'm back to waterloo ~~nth special wanna share~ on the way back to china~~~Flying alone… yeah ~ again. There are 2 guys sitting beside me. I knew it before I got on the plane. Sigh… never have the luck to experience some “plane magic”…. We went to kzone last night.. yeah~ kzone again…. Well, at least I’m not gonna go there for 1 month.. we didn’t drink as much as before but I did get drunk pretty fast. I don’t know why… maybe bcoz I didn’t sleep well the nite before my exam and kept talking to Jessica till 5am… and this was the third night that I slept late bcoz of chatting with her on msn.. it’s ok~ I found that she’s chatty and funny~~~~~ not sure if I will come back for next term or not… but I definitely will miss you guys.. I think I’m getting closer with my fds this term maybe because I could eventually let go my past and move on.. It took forever to have feeling to another girl. Seriously~~ it might disappoint ppl that think of me as a play~~btw, those ppl r barely know about me but throw out such kind of judgement……… whats the fucking point????
I’LL have fun and play SAFE in china in the next 15 days~~ haha
Anyway, cup noodles is about to be provided~~ so hurry`~~goona stop writing this shit for now!!
going back to motherland~~haha going back to china in3 days~~ excited and scrare............... owen is gonna throw up a welcome party for me in chengdu and he said I would be dead on that day..... he's gonna get me so drunk and i wont have any excuse and place to hide myself.... sigh..... dont really wanna get drunk the first day I get back to china...we still can figure out sth else to do, rite? anyway, going back in 3 days~~Y----------E---------------S
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I miss ya but i dont know how to tell u how much I DO~~~cant even find a way to tell u~~ SHAME ON ME.......................................... in dp now. but not in the mood of studying @ all~~ just wanna escape from canada........ wanna chill out with fds.........i can do that soon ~~~but i wanna do it without alcohol...... halo well~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I might be the mr right...................just not the mr rite time~~~~~~~~~~~ halo~~~ talk to me talk to me, just not talk to my hand~~~~~ hey~ i missya~ i wanna seeya~ but i can't~ bcoz i have no more excuses to see ya again~~
sigh u~+ me=nth everything means nth~if i ain't got you~ 累了～ 喃喃自语 这段时间的生活，节奏很快，仿佛没有让自己停下来喘息的机会～～ 除了学习，就是玩～足球，男人，女人，酒精～～ 第一次觉得ｗａｔｅｒｌｏｏ这个城市还是有值得留念的地方～～ 距离上次回国也有１年多了，所以最近很想回家，很想父母～～说真的，是蛮想的～ 也满想ｓｓｍ的，想见到你～ for what? i don't know~~we don't have to be that rational for every fucking things rite? in fact. it doesn't seem that rational ppl could have done things rationally~~ 还有１个多月我就回国了，但这次真的不知道是否有机会见到你～因为我都不知道是否有机会可以回珠海～～父母都在忙～～ 妈妈天南地北的打球赛，发挥着对乒乓球的余热～～爸爸也天天为了养这个家做着生意～哎～～ 写的这些b.s我自己都看不下去了～～ 这个term, 最开心的就是认识了好多朋友，一帮之前从未有过交集的朋友～～开心，因为你们～～ 韩路说得很对，“最重要就是你开心”～～ 我现在很开心，老子就是要让自己开心～～ 不想像以前那样，陷在一个坑里，不仅不想爬出来，反而还自己在坑里往深处挖，越挖越深～～3个字形容自己－－－－－－神经病～～ 昨天，象征性的帮韩路搞了个farewell party~~ 喝得好多～我说他～～ 哎～！我猜我会想他的～ yo, bro`~~take it easy man and i'm gonna meet u in china in 50 days~~haha --------------------------------------------------------THE END -------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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